ManicWorld Magazine

When I was a child, I wanted to grow up.
Now that I’m older, I want time to slow down.
Isn’t it funny how my mentality changed?
Most high schoolers are terrified of graduating.
They know life won’t be the same anymore.

I can’t relate to their horror.
These four years of dedication have prepared me for that moment.
My body aches to spread its wings and take off.
I have a purpose that needs to be completed.
But, staying home won’t let me get started.

My parents wish I could stay forever.
Yet, they know that if I do, I’ll never learn to be independent.
If I’m ready to leave, then why do I want time to freeze?
Nobody said coming of age brought mixed emotions.
Once I’m gone, I’ll have freedom, while my sister is left behind.

My heart cries for us both.
She is the most important person to me.
It will be hard living away from her.
Though, I’m thankful for the moments we shared together.
In this journey of growing up, I embrace the new and cherish the old.